HARD DAY

Had a hard, very early start day with an appointment for my knee at the hospital 8.40 left at 7.30am, then had to muster enough "I want to go to the gym" vibes….which was very VERY difficult, really didn't want to go, really didn't want to do it! Thought when i got there it would be fine but went throughout he motions and completed the task (and the task seemed like climbing Mount Everest (never done that tho!lol)) thinking I would feel better that I actually did it… but if I'm honest I thought…crickey, that was harder than i thought and really don't feel full of beans now Ive done it! So today done but not the most positive committed day Ive ever had ha ha… I rather get up and get it over with then to work!… SO nothing to report really except I have handed in my document for the doctor to sign to say I can attempt this challenge, I have been turned down previously but i am hoping as i am 11 months on from the initial and 6 months on the second serious situation that she will sign it for me to be a confirmed entrant. We will see!! She may sign with a caveat! I don't care so long as she signs it this time :) Here's to tomorrow!